The Promise We Made,

2011-11-14T14:15:00.002+08:00

i'm not feeling well,sadboy91. Girl i'll be the one you see in the morning and the last one you speak to before you sleep.

2011-11-03T18:32:00.003+08:00

successfully get over with this week,cant wait for next week . mom birthday , snapping spree ! pix pix pix hahaha.follow by chalet,its been years i seen almost everyone.it's gonna be hell of a fun !

2011-10-30T01:15:00.000+08:00

My unit is so slack untill i become lazy pig , everyday skip morning programmes and sleep till late morning.it's time to wake up my idea, i need to exercise ! hope that this week would end fast,cant wait till 11.11.11 to celebrate mummy birthday. i want to watch 23:59,but who should i go with ?
still lack of plans, oh gosh.

2011-10-26T01:49:00.003+08:00

its a tiring day for me yet without fail i tried to talk to you,nothing seems to work at all.
i never felt nothing in the world like this before,the urge to speak but the mindset to avoid.
God please guide me.

2011-10-24T21:40:00.002+08:00

it's been so long since i touch my blog,here goes nothing.
2011 have been a bad year,2 girls left me with a heartache.i tend to treat people too nice and eventually i fall in love with them too easily. i should start to think more about my future,not gonna give much attention to everyone.for the first time i actually gave up the idea of being with her,i used to go with the flow and eventually get together by all means but it wont last long.this recent girl is a pretty and hardworking one,i tend to throw all my attention and time for her but i still gave up and stop contacting her.i cant bring this topic of getting together with her at all,i doubt she even know i have already fallen for her.thats me i'm a capricorn,i keep things so secretly that no one and i mean NO ONE will ever know.i've to change the habit of loving someone so quickly.i have the urge to talk to her cause today she've been very moody, idk why.Stubborn me,should i just stick to my idea of not contacting her or just go with the flow ? i'm messed up. Shall just hope someone near her could cheer her up,i'm sorry girl.

2011-07-01T12:33:00.001+08:00

i miss your voice, will you ever call me or you just dont wanna talk to me...
i want you back but your heart aint there anymore...

2011-06-24T20:20:00.002+08:00

FINALLY im back after 2 weeks in camp,tiring and quite fun .
guess what ,i wrote diary in camp haha i super miss her la but then again today the girls at ws all super hot woahhh.but still i hope she would take good care of herself and i will always remember her , with love

2011-06-07T23:48:00.002+08:00

Goodbye outside life,Hello ns life...
sometimes i still think of you,should i say i miss everything inside out ?
u know i know first time uh uh !
Prawning like fcuk only,3 hours 2 prawn fml farmway 2 lot 35 !
chat lots with my patient evelyn,i bet she miss my counselling when i go ns hahahahaha !
* abit thick skin *Eaten dinner at west mall i guess,cab back home with kwek.
drink drank but high and tomorrow will be my enlistment day woots.
now i can just pay 101% attention and no need stress about my love life. you just abandon me with tons of funny reasons seriously till now i still don't know whats the real thing.doesnt matter anyway,whats over is over i loss nothing also at least u let me felt the first time special feeling and i belive thats great,i miss every part of it from start till end.goodbye love hello sex and money

2011-06-06T21:39:00.003+08:00

sigh,its time to forget the past but i still miss it though.
my first relationship that last that long,first relationship that i put in so much effort,first relationship i tried to cherish.maybe just now fated,tskkkkkk ! time to move on & sorry for wasting your time. i never regret loving you,all the words i said even how harsh or sucky that you think i am its alright with me.this thinking and yours,since you said we aint match together then just hope all the best for you.at least you let me felt something i never felt before and i might be a fuckup person but even if we didnt go pure,you still wont wait for me. im not your ideal kind of guy.

2011-06-06T08:57:00.002+08:00

blahblahblah,so much junks reasons and expect me to belive another one of your thoughts.
who the hell belive someone that kept lying and lying,maturity of yours dont surpass mine either.
anyway its over and your hurt turn to hatred dont you like it ? its easy for you to forget me and now its mine.btw who the hell wanna get angry over this kind of small case hahaha

2011-06-05T03:16:00.003+08:00

Seriously now i think you're mind fucked,whats so great about how you used to be.all i receive was the side effect after you changed and i guess i was dump for stupid reasons.i dont wish for you to come back to my side,im just thinking our pasts and i wasted too much time on it. tears of regrets,someone that take me for granted.hurting someone could be so great to you and finally you could breathe as if i grab on to your freedom.

thanks for letting me learn a lesson that loving someone like you really need money and your love is between your legs. efforts like yours is like stiff feather,dont say it like some wowcxz cause its just .... carry on looking for your ideal type of guy show them your love on bed or maybe they cant even feel it cause you're a lazy bitch.
if i were to buy tons of stuffs for you and give u money i think by now we had sex countless time like u and your previous ex. im sorry im poor im left with 800 in my wallet after so many days of party.

2011-06-03T00:35:00.001+08:00

happy 2nd month my dear beibei,i miss you ~

2011-06-01T23:36:00.000+08:00

1 week till ns enlistment, oh fml
lifes sucks when everything that sucks just start happening...i will move on i promise.
thanks for giving me so much memories & letting me know everything.at least i know i wasnt the
cause of it,i will try to lead my life better and i hope u can do it.your once loved,ahxiang~

2011-05-31T18:37:00.003+08:00

I dont know what to say anymore,different attitude,different person...
remember you're the one that dump me not the other way round ,dont treat me like someone that you hate.you no longer talk to me , text me . you would talk to your friends like enjoying,yet every sentences you spoke to me you add bits of sarcasm. i'm just trying not to remember how u left me all alone but at least i would be by your side caring for you.Now i will tell you why i am so serious about our relationship,i onces didnt cherish someone that love me and waited for me.i regret it very much thats why i'm trying to appreciate my relationship but you just treat it like a game.
i lost to someone that treat you so good at material stuffs & i admit at the start i couldnt do it . but i remember what you said,you love me for who i am without any motive. yet after we broke up you compared me to him,how realistic this world is.1month 23 days for me whom isnt a perfect guy,i told you before he can do everything for you guys only want one thing.you know the feeling and you felt the differences too bad you're just realistic enough not to change your mindset.

2011-05-30T20:30:00.002+08:00

No more hugs and kisses
No more care and love
No more you and me
No more chitty chatty
No more words to me
No more value usage
Are you that cold blooded ?
1month 23days & you just forget me within a day,you didnt really love me did you ?
i should have kept my words,i go against my own rules.Now whats done is done,the girl that i thought could last long was the one that last short term.

2011-05-30T12:53:00.003+08:00

i'm missing you beibei,i miss your care.Here i am having a gastric thinking back when you will ask me to eat and dont be lazy,where are you ...no longer near me anymore.i guess you're over me already,sorry that i love you, sorry that i needed you, sorry that i held you tight...iloveyou

2011-05-28T10:52:00.002+08:00

Tears of disappointment,After so much stuffs why cant you think that we're different.
Quit lying to yourself that after breaking up that feeling is just not used to it , you know it very
well that you still like me.So much things that you felt special,spending money on me for the first
time in your relationship lifes,putting efforts in,impress me by making macarons.All these is already enough to let you know,we're special.now u chose to break with me as if you had to,you said we wont be back together and i knew it long ago.do not compared your ex to me,although its
not like i feel lousy or what but like you said i am who i am,didnt u love me for who i am ? our 1month and 23days were all cramp up, there isnt a day that we will be able to go out on a offical date but whats the point when u felt insecure cause i'm short ? no sense of security cause im poor?
if you think that your thinking is correct then you better change its for your own good,i love you
so i care for you not cause you're my gf or what.even now we broke up i still hope you change and lead a better future.ever wonder whenever you call me zhu how i felt,you didnt call me baby or whatever. even though i kept holding the word beibei or baby,you still carry on calling me zhu.you make me feel like i'm just a friend to you. im sorry that i couldnt be like you ex but at least i know i put in efforts to maintain our relationship cause thats the only thing i could do.your ex could buy these for you i cant , i told you from the start and you said it wasnt for money . but now u actually compared how much EFFORTS when i think its all about money. i guess the times when he spent on you is mostly his ns pay,i doubt someone that abandon friends for girlfriend would work just to pampered his gf.afterall you just made me felt worst that i wasnt able to provide you with all these material stuffs,like i said even if i could we still end up somehow like this,im short yes i admitted but so what ? if by height u think wont give you happiness then i'm sorry i fail,even if i did everything you still wait for me cause i aint tall and not like your ex that pampered you so you actually put the effort to wait for him for 4months when i dont even deserve any days,thanks for everything now i realise how cold blooded can a realistic girl be. - dumbdumb

2011-05-27T19:17:00.002+08:00

i finally had the courage to face the fact & text you...
i really do miss you, wonder what've you been doing,where are you,who are you with...
although i said i was kpo but i was jealous that other guys are with you...sorry but i still love you
AMK WAS FUN ! EAT EAT EAT,fat die me
KPOOL WAS FUN,NOT ! Lose money , play pool lose 5 game straight tio thrashed,play blackshot lag die me.SUAYttm,But i miss dajie & that was a suprised Booya. so much cuties and chiobu ,shuai ge too much already sia.SO Messy TOO MANY PEOPLE !!! Bus there and back i almost vomited...
im so disappointed in you my friend, disappointed in everything. I miss die you sia brenda !

2011-05-27T09:43:00.002+08:00

i had a sucky night,i tried to sleep cause i was tired.my mind keep having those flashblack and i
really mean FLASH back,giving me such a bad headache keep rolling on my bed. i guess thats the
side effect for abusing drugs ? before i slept i remember i drip a lil tears and i belive that tears is
the tears of goodnight for my loveone,i still miss you alot...i wonder what chiu doing now,eaten or not,hows life ? , do u still miss me ? cause everything just *Poof* disappear ~ i'm sorry but iloveyou

2011-05-26T14:40:00.001+08:00

Here i am listening to your fav song,where are you ? ;(
微笑再美再甜　不是妳的　都不特別
眼淚再苦再鹹　有你安慰　又是晴天
靠的再近再貼　少了擁抱　就算太遠
全世界只對你妳有感覺♥

2011-05-26T11:48:00.002+08:00

it took 0% courage for you to say breakup, but i took me 99% courage to say ' dump me '
thats how important you are to me, but afterall we finally we're gone for good. u wanted it,i give it.
i tried my best to save this relationship,too much chances . u just didnt cherish it, took it for granted,enjoy your life & forget about me. i will remember me as a girl whom i cherish the most,never gave up even when i knew u would hurt me.you're the first and i guess the last girl i
would done so much for. goodbye 3411 i love you but you dont.

2011-05-25T11:29:00.002+08:00

why these few day your attitude & the way you talk so different,u really intend to change for good uh. im feeling dam fuckup,no more love no more care no more sweet talking,its all words now

2011-05-23T16:53:00.004+08:00

Wanna keep your girl? Respect her, care for her, love her, text her first, make sure she knows how you feel about her, and never lie.
i've done it, havent i ? but nothing seems to change at all, Like you said i fall for the wrong person
i'm not that perfect guy for you,why do you have such complicated thinkings and mindset i wonder...
i'll be that perfect guy that you've been looking for but by then i doubt i still love you.
so much things happen this week,i bet u didnt even bother thinking of any solution.
Going out with friends,eating,watching movies, thats your life.
i've heard too much sorry from you,but sorry doesn't turn back time

2011-05-21T12:35:00.002+08:00

i really dont know what chiu thinking,would 1 week make a differences ?
i want to belive that this 1 week could change everything,but its impossible right?
i really dont want to wait for 1 week knowing that you will leave me on that exact date...
i'm really crying in the inside when i ask you to dump me...sigh
why cant you change for me,belive in me,belive that u can do it,make me feel its worth it...
maybe u just dont want to,i fail badly

2011-05-20T22:43:00.002+08:00

i dont get it , why must you become like this. it hurts to see you like that,u're not yourself anymore

2011-05-19T17:31:00.002+08:00

i didnt meant to force you ,its just the way i said it sounds like.i'm sorry that i couldnt do anything
to change your thinking,sometimes how i wish im actually perf so that u will love me.Maybe its
just my own thinking,i treat relationship very seriously.will i be given a chance to actually
promise you stuffs and keeping them till the day i die ? tears rolling down my cheek without any
warning,i cant bear to see you leave me.i will never say never,never let go of you till the day you
get bored of me. i know when that day come, i'll no longer be the one thats in your heart.No longer
be there for you,cheer you up,make u nag,make u angry,to love you...Sobs,i wonder when will you actually read my blog. The reason i didnt tell you i came back to blogging,because i was hoping one day you would see all these stuffs.By then we're no longer what we used to be.

2011-05-18T21:21:00.002+08:00

i'm sorry i tried my best already ,i wonder why wont you belive in us.
i'm trying my best to appreciate this relationship sigh
i can prove to you that we will have a future,not empty promises.
i'm a failue i'm sorry

2011-05-16T22:09:00.002+08:00

if this is how u want to talk to me, i have no words to say
all i want is you to share your problems with me,why cant u just show me the love?
all these things u're doing now really hurt me alot,can u just fall deep in love with me?

2011-05-11T20:19:00.002+08:00

you're not what u used to be anymore,No more msgs , calls , msn .
everything has changed,i guess its all my fault fml

2011-05-11T00:11:00.003+08:00

i waited like a fool & u actually were out there enjoying ;sigh
sometimes i dont need to show my expression cause its writen in my words

2011-05-09T02:03:00.002+08:00

I love suprises
i miss you so much & u just pop out ,i felt so dam happy. i'll try my best to handle 'it', i dont want you to think i'm like the others ex u have.i promise you & i will do my best not to break it ,iloveyou

2011-05-07T03:31:00.002+08:00

Sigh,did i do something wrong ? i'm sorry if i did...this feeling just sucks ;sob
i feel all alone once again,i'm so sorry but i love you.
Look girl everything's gonna be alright isnt it ,so dam why am i crying...
Happiness..sadness. tears...sky... stars and my heaven

2010-12-07T15:17:00.001+08:00

im back from wavehouse flow riding really rocks much :D the moment i saw this girl she reminds me of you , i guess im missing u right now babe

2010-11-17T19:32:00.001+08:00

today is such a stormy day kept raining oh gosh my bone are aching im growing older dam !
head down to DTE to find my maple buds & came back time limit tsk...
i had so much fun in 3hours now i learn to hold on to the time i have & i will !

2010-10-26T22:19:00.001+08:00

i shall mia from blog for quite a while :] anything feel free to msg or call me !

2010-10-26T02:07:00.002+08:00

yeah im gonna quit my job by this week ! freedom :] gotta find time to ask nuer out to celebrate her birthday ! happy birthday nuer

2010-10-22T21:52:00.001+08:00

spent my days doing nothing :/
play mahjong at mummy hse,come back serangoon play basketball Lols !!!
when i get my pay , i'm so gonna buy a new headset :D

2010-10-18T22:28:00.002+08:00

before i sleep i wanna post my feelings ,
it started when everyone was together having fun playing and tonning.
Yet now what we have is memories and some even MIA from my life...
i will wait for you all...
fail relationships , maybe i just hate doing the first approach...
i have to stop putting friends first , i used to help them not thinking about the consequences.
yet cause of this i didnt cherish whats there for me,its time to think for my own.

2010-10-10T17:05:00.003+08:00

The Capricorn is the tenth sign of the Zodiac. It is a prominent earth sign and is ruled by Saturn. The symbol of Capricorn star sign is the goat or more precisely a goat with a fish tail. It is also sometimes called a sea goat. The Capricorns are aware of their position and ground reality. A Capricorn personality is practical, hard working, methodical, ambitious and stable. It is a Capricorn personality traits to focus on the target and never let it go without achieving. The Capricorn sign produces most business oriented minds among the signs of the Zodiac. The Capricorn personality is good at saving money and is equally brilliant in investing wealth. They are very cautious while making decisions regarding money. The typical Capricorn personality traits is to gather wealth. The drive to get wealthy derives from the Capricorn’s eternal feeling of insecurity. The Capricorns are proud people, and they returns favors extended to them. However, by returning favors they wish to neutralize the debts and the feeling of owing something to someone. A Capricorn is the loner of the zodiac signs. A Capricorn has a strong desire for success and to achieve it, he or she neglects family and friends. The attitude of doing things alone, an introvert nature and fierce self independence turn other people off. A Capricorn feels better to be alone. A Capricorn personality is harmless and seldom reacts to abuses, strains or failures. A Capricorn has great respect for authority and rules. Another excellent character trait in Capricorn is that they can submit and adapt. A Capricorn has the fierce determination to reach his or her goal but if the situation demands a Capricorn will let other people get ahead of him or her and later device a strategy to get ahead of them. A Capricorn is also a great planner and strategist. The Capricorn is more comfortable to be a part of the cheering audience than being on the center stage. They are socially inhibited and don’t feel comfortable in new situations. However, they are witty and their witticism can surprise the people around. A Capricorn approaches love with caution and reserve. They are traditional and stoic. A Capricorn is a hard worker and expects his or her sub ordinates to work hard. They can be stern work masters. However, they take responsibility and care for their sub ordinates more than any other star signs.

2010-10-09T18:18:00.000+08:00

I want go fishing TOMORROW ! :]

2010-10-06T00:02:00.002+08:00

In Order to Prevent Your Self From Harm,KnowTheir Weakness :] FTW
now im working !!! working hard enough to save $$$ ! yawn its about time i sleep ! :]

2010-10-04T20:24:00.001+08:00

FINALLY 240HOUR COMPLETE,SO HAPPY !!!
its time to shift my attention to my Relationship :D

2010-10-02T13:21:00.001+08:00

Ytd Finish Cso,Fetch Ernest & Jaslyn to my house !
had our dinner & watch stupid videos, most of the time playing with ahmao & ahbird !
im going to kick some arse later !!!

2010-09-29T12:08:00.002+08:00

i miss blogging but i didnt had much time to blog,now im doing my cso gonna end at 5th Oct !
freedom countdown ! time for lunch !
Wake Me Up When September End

2010-09-24T18:10:00.001+08:00

Cso is like working but i dont owe anyone a living dont abuse my help & patiences !
not happy i just change place only,see who need who fucking dog !

2010-09-21T21:52:00.002+08:00

gonna fall sick soon everyday under sun,heaty sia shyt
headache,backache,stomachache fml time to sleep

2010-09-20T22:23:00.003+08:00

CSO liao Still Must Listen to People Quarrel...
人在做天在看
So Sick Still Must Suffer !
Oh My Tian uh~
Backache AHHHHH !!!
TIME TO SLEEP ! so dead beat

2010-09-19T21:03:00.002+08:00

Ytd Sleep So Late,Todae Wake up So Early !!!
Came Back From Fishing Now So Tanned Dammit,My Body is Burning .GodSaveMe
i Think i Should Head to bed early todae ! :D
Shall Puff my Chill Now then Sleep Nights
Even When your Not There When i Need you,I will FIND u Oneday ! my dear SnakeHead...

2010-09-16T22:49:00.002+08:00

Everyday Cso,Monday Newboy coming !!!
finally its going to be a week ! 2 week to go !!!! Yeahhhhh
Everyday Come Home So Tired This Sunday Shall Rest well :D

2010-09-12T15:48:00.001+08:00

Yesterday Went Fishing With JOn Lim,Joshua Lim,Ernest & Jaslyn,ahjon & gina !
Super hot stuck up weather ! came home bathe play com str8 KO !
What a Fun & Tiring Day :]

2010-09-10T21:15:00.002+08:00

Had lots of fun playing bowling & slacking around yishun safra !
buffet for lunch & arcade to slack,head home dota !~ Super tired TimeToSleep :]

2010-09-07T02:01:00.001+08:00

俗话说,不在乎天長地久,只在乎曾经拥有
learning more chinese phrase :] iloveit !
day by day pass yet i'm still stoning at home ! time to train my abs & go outing soon !

2010-09-05T16:50:00.001+08:00

today sucks mxm ! went fishing with jonLim,Guanhua,Ernest ! there full of mud,sweat like hell...leg itchy so many mosqitoe bite !
cab to yishun,fishing tio stuck ! line alot gone,shag ttm !
cab home,now gonna bathe & dota !!!

2010-09-04T23:25:00.002+08:00

Finish CSO follow alicia to amk,play jubeat while she watch me play ! so cute !
eat mac with her,jon lim came to find me follow me to mcys reporting !
head back serangoon.N meet flower bro ! drink & eat,head home dota~ now stoning LOL
This never ending story
Paid for with pride and faith
We all fall short of glory

2010-09-01T16:14:00.001+08:00

Super Hungry ! Time to Order Some Mac !

2010-08-29T20:35:00.002+08:00

MyTheory:Life & Relationships
The Person you love most ,hurt you the most but its a lesson learn & good for future r/s
make your decision more wise,the following r/s will be a better one...
The most painful depart will come the most happiness ending...
Even For Life & Relationship its the same,like a cake...u need the flour,eggs & stuffs to make a wonderful & yummy cake ! try eating rawr egg ? its like the pain we had now.
The ending will be few years down the road till death,Wonderful & Sweet :]
Super Bored Had fun Slacking with JonLim Right Before He Went Back to Hostel Just Now.
Gotta Sleep Early As Tomorrow Will Be The Day i Suffer :/
Maybe i Should Consider Being a Counselor,a Counselor For Life & Love ! :]
Six Sense Really Helps When Solving Other People Problems,But Why Cant i Solve Mine ItsUnfair!

2010-08-27T20:05:00.002+08:00

Everything is over Woah Finally !
Phew relax liao lo~
Todae Cso then reporting & programme! 4 caught smoking 2 attire 1 handphone lost -.-!
Slack outside office with friends then outside mcys lepak & smoking
Finally Home !
Tomorrow going to ttsh see dad !
words that hurts so much seems harmless to you

2010-08-25T21:43:00.000+08:00

So Bored !!!
i want Sleep but i cant !!!
i want dota no one play with me !!!
i want smoke but my heart pain !!!
RAWR FMLttm x1818181818181818
I wanna see you with that body
Working down real low

2010-08-24T00:25:00.000+08:00

Baby, I never seen someone with your body
You make me want get this party started
Hey baby, come in tell me what this all, baby, baby
Tell me what you what you waiting for

Baby, I never seen someone with your body
You make me wanna get a little naughty
Hey baby come in get it it's all yours, baby, baby
Tell me what you what you waiting for

Baby let's get crazy
Come and loose control
You want to tear up the after party
I know you want some more
I wanna see you with that body
Working down real low
Baby yeah Come and get it
What you what you waiting for

Time to Sleep IMY DAD !!!

2010-08-22T18:40:00.002+08:00

Whole Day Dota,Cause Outing Plan Cancle ! Everything Just Happen Again hais
Fcking moody,i think i shall blog less & learn how to control my emotions
Take Care *Pray hard*

2010-08-21T22:48:00.002+08:00

Todae programme other then slacking is still slacking haha!
''Everything Cause theres a story behind it,Even a Crime has a tale & story.Dont push all the blame to me that include 'All of you' Understand it & u'll understand how i'm feeling''
"An Offender is not a Victim,i'm a Secondary Victim.After this Now That,Not Onces But Twices''
Its time to watch my movie !
An Eye For An Eye Make the World Blind Thats Why i'm Just Doing Nothing...

2010-08-20T20:34:00.002+08:00

Finish cso at 1,ate lunch slack till 2.head down to mcys finish reporting then combat.
after combat chit chat with eunice & ina then waited for bus,reach serangoon met flower bro,head down to rebecca hse,meiqi meimei was there already so is zhenglong our big star . finally home,its raining again.! dad is back,yes finally ! so happy...
wifey ily dont worry i wont give up on you hahahas!

2010-08-19T16:25:00.004+08:00

moodless onces again,the moment i saw you i felt like crying.but i have to stay strong in front of you.iloveyou dad take good care,you have been the best & god will protect people like you.
while typing tears dripping on my keyboard,srsly i dont know but the feeling sucks.
everything happen so quickly i really cant take it any longer...
You said you were my best friend, was that a lie?
Now I'm nothing to you, you're with another guy
I tried, I tried, I tried, and I'm trying
Now on the inside it feels like I'm dying

2010-08-18T17:55:00.003+08:00

todae time pass so quickly , seriously moodless.
like a human body without a soul...
came back serangoon waited for sis,woah 4 kitten so cute sia.
now i got ahbird she got ahcat lols.thats all back to dinner.
its been 2 days since u're gone i wonder how're you,is everything alright?
i miss you very much...

2010-08-17T17:41:00.002+08:00

sian sia ! everyday end so late still raining so heavy !
thank god my watch water proof de :]
no mood todae sucks !
i cherish everything including you but end up you're the one that hurt me the most.
your words,your actions nothing seems to prove anything to me except for regrets.
been there done that,One time was enough now for the Second time.igiveup...

2010-08-13T04:32:00.002+08:00

Woke up at 12pm became a jackass time change to 2pm.
Woke up at 2pm became a clown ! ERNEST & JASLYN SLEEPING OMFGZX !
Waited for Ernest,Jas&Gina to reach my house because jaslyn need to change.Daddy fetch us.
Reach Jalan Basar Stadium, it's like so many human sia ! took the ticket str8 enter the stadium.
We got our seats and cheer while watching the match.
i really enjoy the match so many idiot chasing one ball.
watching from tv & watching it Live is totally different !
tv got replay live no replay !
tv dont have the feel but live u will hear everyone cheering super fun ! like clown only uh.
Feels like insomnia ah ah...

2010-08-11T04:24:00.005+08:00

Joeleen♥
we've have known each other for so long & had lost contact for quite a time
but even though we quarrel so much in a day maybe twice a day
or 3 times a week i still love you ,maybe that make us closer
thanks for keeping your promise & wait for me
i promise to trust you & still love you
i will prove to you by actions
how much i
Love
You
♥

we've been living under one roof since you were born we used to quarrel
i always do stupid wwe moves on you ok i know i am childish
but thats in the past & even after we've grown up
we still quarrel but the love & trust
will never change for
AMELIA SIM my
dearest
sister

♥

HI my daughter ting its your turn le hahas,we've known each other like hmm..
4 years? since the start we've never quarrel & always been there for each other.
thanks for always being there for me no matter what & i belive in the future
we will still remain this close,i will always be the dad to cheer you up
make you laugh,be there for you no matter what happen
i will be there & always will no matter what
apple poon yanting my daughter
DAD,Jonathan sim
Love
you
♥

MR.Ernest NG,We know each other actually very long le, Just that u're so close yet so FAR...
Fate bring us back together & friendship that never end,you always belive in people too much
i always remind you becareful of those friends ! now you know what is called true friend.
this is what true friend is all about,always be there & not making use of you for money.
cheers on our friendship 2 years on counting,last time no count because we lost contact hehe
Ms Jaslyn ng , i know you since my birthday untill now le,always disturb me call me ''eh kia''
its alrite i know i'm short hah! By fate we get along so well & in the future no differences
you will be the 'beat it' & always will .Same goes to you our friendship will never end
good to see you & ernest became so lovely now & 8 month pass so quickly

carry on the good work & dont forget ! when wedding remember
TO INVITE ME OK ! i comfirm drag my family go attend.
this Special UPDATE is thanks to
THIS Sweet Couple
HERE !
♥

This guy on the left is My good brother Jonathan lim Lets start by saying how long we know each other.
We know each other since primary till badminton friends & lost contact for quite a few year.
But fate let us meet again haha! this time for sure we wont lost contact again !
i'll be here waiting for you to come out of hostel,remember this week come out see my blog horh!
Lastlyu're the best bro that used to slack,dota,smoke,ton,eat mac during the night
time will pass very quickly dont worry so much as Everyone is waiting for you to come out.
oh last by not least brothers for life
AKU PAIKIA !
♥

2010-08-11T01:57:00.002+08:00

finally got my watch !
tomorrow going over to cwp to watch movie :)
leg damn itchy i think i want become zombie le im infected !
grrr..!!!! i'm super bored sia !
imy :)
Oh every time I close my eyes
I see my name in shining lights

2010-08-08T19:23:00.003+08:00

today went fishing with dad,jon lim,merryll,randy,joshua,ernest,jaslyn & gina
weather is supeer super HOT SIA ! cant be bother with anything just tanned :]
come back eat then again cause of some issue quarrel... back to dota~
how many time must we quarrel till we understand each other well enough

2010-08-06T01:16:00.003+08:00

Since 29th till now,day by day stoning at home time pass so quickly hoping everyone of us could reunite together.
All i could do is EAT , Sleep , DOTA/fb/msn !!!
more stuffs coming right up time reserved tsk,more reporting to come ! arhh damn !
nvm everything will be over One day....Back to baking life aww i hate that game so stress !
Reiko-Dont worry & Dont be sad cause one day we all will reunite !
there is alot of chance for u to pluck our hair,but i know u wont pluck mine :]
when u have problem just msg me although i'm not like jon lim everyday msg u...i have to sleep !
hahas! i'm a owl, day time is the only time i sleep hehe! cheer up cause u're always a cheerful girl and always will be, u're the one to disturb me & make me angry sometimes but u're still the best hahahahas!!! so sweet right ! so be the old shiming i know So cheer up & everything will over very quickly.cya soon my dear gao ji hehe :]

2010-08-01T21:20:00.002+08:00

woohoo todae went to Shooting Session at Singapore Shooting Club with dad,merryll,jon lim!
SOO FUN !~back home ww18 -.-!
play com ,watch tv ! IM GOING TO SLEEP late tonight i guess? hahas
Thought of alot of things yesterday,so many theory...
why is love so messy,in fact life is so messy.
friends understand us...
love ones dont understand us that much...
hold me now touch me now i dont want to leave without youuuuu
nothing gonna change my love for u.

2010-07-29T14:16:00.001+08:00

im back phew....~
too much things i wanna say.....
all i can say is Im Not GOING back to CPC ! rawr !

2010-07-07T19:02:00.002+08:00

what will tomorrow outcome be,im still wondering~
after tonite nightmare begin...
soon i will Mia For Quite a Time TakeCare ya'all
Tag Replied
Amelia-My Friends Of Cause Sweet larh hahaha compo sister tsk....
Ling-LOL dont disappoint u all how sia!!! i not judge rawr...hope bah kay.
apple.t-kay if nothing i will text u de...
jiaxuan-i where got mia sia mistress,wun de kay.
Joeleen-baby uh dont say untill i can decide my verdict...
tml is about remand nia not yet sentence so dont think so much bah?
if remand means come out sentences.
if never remand means wait for sentences bah...hao luan siol

2010-07-05T02:18:00.003+08:00

aku paikia paikia ~
bros this 3 toast is for you. i drunk also will drink cause of you 3.
brothers take care i am coming to meet u ~ here i come~
flower is worry for u nelson bro hope u're alrite.kazua nelson and jon lim! take care bros
i tonite will drink untill i seh for u 3 ~
good night hope u dont think so much.i will always remember u all ! brothers...
i am sad no one understand me but its alrite i will lead my life alone

2010-07-01T06:03:00.003+08:00

No One Understand How i Feel,the Reason is that im trying to numb my self nowdays...
only when im tired then i will sleep without thinking of anything.
how then will u people understand me hais
its hurts when all this happen and no one understand me,seriously...
Brothers Please do take care of yourselves inside.
imy u people i miss the time we slack,hais
the feeling of sleep at home while others in cells doesnt feel good.

2010-06-29T18:22:00.006+08:00

we used to slack tgt,we used to ton tgt
we play dota we argue we smoke tgt...
Now u're gone with another 3.what am i suppose to do now ?
im crying deeply cause i miss all of you, i'm left all alone now ...
the last thing i did for u is treat u smoke,tell u good bye and tc thats all.
i cant belive i'm crying,the pain.when i see our dp bro i cant stop the tears.
u promise u would take care of yourself inside.
pls do so,good luck to those tml court hope nth happen.
my heart is fucking pain im fucking sad

2010-06-26T08:23:00.002+08:00

im Happy~
Loha ~Its a Cold Cold Morning
Finally home After Yesterday TOn at Moshi Ben House.
we had steam boat with the incomplete Gm.Jun members.Ben,jeremy,Vin,Alex,Clar,Mao,Ting Nuer & Ernest with Jas.
As Time Pass Alot Left home.but its alrite we finished our 2nd round of SteamBoat,Lastly Left Me,Jun,Ben,Alex,Ernest & Ting Nuer.
Tonning time pass super fast,while walking to main road We're Like Walking Zombies -.-
Even the Guild Master Jun Can Slip While Opening the Cab Door Lmao.Me & Jun Cab...
Ben Fetch Ting Home,Ernest and Alex Same Bus but Ernest Take Train.
After i Settle All My Stuffs Call Nuer Talk Awhile Then Call Ernest HE still left 15 stops Lmao...
Bathe & Finally Prepare to Sleep
Sadly July Things Too Much,i Attend Rebecca Bdae,Ben Hse Steam Boat BUT i Cant Attend 2nd July BBQ...idk How To Explain But 4th im Going Fishing and im not the One Paying Yet if i Attend i Still Have To Get My Allowances So i Guess i Shall Skip This BBQ.Im Happy cause at Least i Saw boyboy before enlistment & i Meet Nuer imissyou Alot Girl.We Shall Meet Soon Before my Enlistment of Ns or ..... Again.Till Then Wait For u Girl.Nights
i Wonder After u Said Those Things,Girl i Just Wanna Let You Know i Don't hate you.i Don't blame Anyone This is Fate,Its Simple If We're Fated Then Good If We're Not Then There is Nothing i Could Do...
L.u Always Have & Always Will...

2010-06-24T16:47:00.001+08:00

Ytd Sleep at 5 plus,woke up ard 2pm Watch Kunfu HipHop 2~Super Chio Dance Battle omfg`
Back to maple~

2010-06-23T00:54:00.002+08:00

LAST min
Loha,Rush out to meet "Suprise Group"
Happy bdae to Jolin,Rebecca finally 16 wahaha~
went to ecp to eat & slack there,meiqi meimei & co went to Kbox while ahgirl head home.
Me,laura mummy,Flower,megan take bus back to serangoon...soooo funnn & siian~HomeAtLast.
Thats All Sayo~
Some guys really sucks that much,sister take care dont do anything silly please

2010-06-20T18:55:00.002+08:00

-shortcut-
loha~todae went out to yacht club de carnival with family & friends
the banana boat is the best follow by the buffet Lmao!
so much fun so much babes AND why must rain ! i was the 2nd person to jet ski ! fml
head back home le jon lim had to go back early so kolian~ wahahaha thats all sayo!
how i wish i was brave enough hais im such a failue so many Fish yet i failed to catch one ! rawr

2010-06-16T01:42:00.001+08:00

ton ton ton ! tmd sleep untill duno day duno night -.- ! zzz
i cant belive it i got nothing to eat except for ba zhang ! RAWRR~off to food hunting~

2010-06-15T05:33:00.002+08:00

hoho~ ernest & jas came over and i was sleeping like a pig...
i slept in the late morning fyi~
slack and watch dumb videos, jas went back left ernest and bryan my husky :)
I'M GOING OUT TO EAT haha super hungry,loves sayo

2010-06-12T06:21:00.000+08:00

LOL maple everyday im bored~

2010-06-10T04:51:00.001+08:00

tc bros,tsk
headache,too many things happen...i also dont know how to explain but the feeling sucks!
no one understand me,no one care fml
u couldnt care much wont ya

2010-06-09T00:39:00.001+08:00

All the best to those attending court later...hope nothing happen alrite
tsk everything happen so quickly time pass so fast hais

2010-06-06T20:48:00.003+08:00

Lets cut the chase as im freaking tired already i want go orh orh le~
todae head down to changi yacht club for fishing competition and its freaking Hot.
So many people Fail to catch sia including me -.- soooo i ran to arcade and jackpot wooo~
ran ard play a fool then whole body sunburn thks to sitting under the sun -.-!
i hate this sia Oil Spill And Expect us to Catch BIG FISH zzz!
3 winner and all 3 same fish -.-*for pics c Fb*
i won the lucky draw 2d1n Woo~ planning for chalet at yacht club...thats all folks sayo`
Sorry girl im changing my mind im moving on tc

2010-06-06T00:32:00.002+08:00

todae i went woodlands to find my ahgong and ahma~ i miss them so much sia !!!
came back home head to zak woots and i dced at b3 sian1/2~but nvm ben still got his evan skill.
super sian slack in maple and its 3:15 now *faint*
Later 9am still got fishing competition sia!!! choing uh~ nites
Love Life Get Paid And Then Get Laid Thats is The Basic Philosophy

2010-06-03T01:13:00.002+08:00

todae is my sis 16th bdae !
and is a messy one !
jon lim came over first follow by merryll,ernest ,jas...
play balloon then talk and slack !
alot of people come sia buffet dam nice !
WALAO alot of people say i got gf ! I really no have !!!
drinks ALOTS omg la cant belive it so many people drunk !
ok im gonna do other thing le woooooooo headache ! currently in the room with ernest,amelia,shinying,2 other guy...hoho!
nites
idk but its alrite with me,i wont do anything or be angry...
everything is over and lets move on i can forget about it why cant you ?

2010-06-02T10:03:00.002+08:00

ytd too tired to post so todae then post !
ernest and jas 5th month ani came over
ytd their 6th month again at my hse Lols!
play and laugh much todae sis bdae party so lets enjoy...
PARTY LIKE A ROCK STAR, LOOK LIKE A MOVIE STAR, PLAY LIKE AN ALL STAR, FUCK LIKE A PORN STAR
Its Partyyyyyyyyyyyyy timeeeeeeeeeee~
imy

2010-05-31T19:16:00.002+08:00

wake up slack play dota then rush down to keppel twr to meet my lawyer then walk to outram and train to serangoon then bus home ! like Wow ! 3 hour to go and back...everything thing just dont seems smooth for me this year freaking sad and disappoint saddist...
this will be the day that i die,did u write the book of love and did u have fate in the god above...
all was my fault im dumb to belive that everything was too true...

2010-05-30T19:32:00.001+08:00

head down to amk meet ernest and jas with jon lim then waited for gina then tgt go down somerset find that nigel the ugly...eat at food republic then walk ard taka then to cine.
play arcade then gina head back woodlands...head to 7-11 buy drinks then nigel cab back for his dinner and we cab back to serangoon then drop ernest and jas off at amk.finally home.
dam stress dam sad dam sian dam tired

2010-05-29T14:23:00.001+08:00

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like

2010-05-29T13:54:00.002+08:00

내 마음은 고통, 모든 것이 나에게 말했습니다. 나에게 실망, 임을 잃는 원인이 보이지 않 으면 내 마음을 잃고 누군가가 나한테 좋은 모습을 잃어가고 있 으면 내 마음을 잃고 누군가가 나한테 좋은 임 밀어 벌금 괜찮은 아무 것도 없 고 임 임 임 울고 울고 울고 임 임 임 울고 울고
왜 나를 치료하나요? 술을 마시고 임 작별 인사를
everything happen so quickly,lets forget about the past move on...one mistake thats it goodbye
im dam disappointed forget about it hais 우리의 사랑을 잊지

2010-05-28T18:07:00.001+08:00

im in a mess total mess!
sometime i feel like giving up
arhhh super sian & stress -.-
NO LIFE no future NO LOVE

2010-05-26T10:42:00.003+08:00

Onces Again Life sucks !
Most likely im the one at fault always,the mastermind of everything FML !
i cant be bother with anything already just do what u want.
Everyday at home sibei sian machiam want die cannot die !
Smoke like there wont be any cigarette tomorrow
Love is hurtful Cigarette is cheerful love'ya ttm

2010-05-23T02:14:00.002+08:00

yesterday ton till today morning with jon lim,i ate a panadol and slept for quite awhile before Ernest,Jaslyn,Gina,Ernest uncle too...talk and slack then bryan the fat ass came over!
eric came over chat alot of things,one by one go home then i think its time to Rest and Sleep hohoho!
thats all folks sayo!
so happy hehehehehe

2010-05-19T10:07:00.001+08:00

HELL MAN !
Everyday repeat doing the same thing !!!
Tons of jokes
example of 2 idiots
Ernest was Suppose to say "suck my dick" and he said EAT my dick
Jonathan lim was suppose to say "i want to Bury Bones" and he said "i eat bones" LOL dog
Joke! TOn Lo~
back to crisis~

2010-05-17T00:07:00.003+08:00

super sian everyday at home ! for god damn 2 weeks i cant belive it !!!
SOMEONE PLEASE VISIT ME LOL !!!!
everyday wake up play com eat sleep !
such a boring life -.- !!!!
oh ya and talk on the phone with a very busy girl !!!
back to dota sayo

2010-05-13T00:57:00.000+08:00

im dam bored Rawr ! nothing to blog also ! sooooo like that bah....i go back dota byeee~

2010-05-09T13:33:00.002+08:00

lets make it snappy im so tired after the chalet !
3d2n at pasir ris super duper tired !
day 1 slack talk cock make new friends chat smoke.ton !
day 2 sleep like pig then end up got woken by loud music then cant sleep.
at night slept 30min before cutting bdae cake.
jon lim brought the fishing rod head to pasir ris park to fish ! lots of mosqitoe bites!
go back to chalet drink and sleep !
day 3 wake up pack up and head to downtown to eat breakfast ! take taxi home !
finally home !
SEE I EXPLAIN SO NICELY ! NITES ! sayo !
girls girls girls beers beers beers love love love

The Promise We Made,

Here i am listening to your fav song,where are you ? ;(微笑再美再甜 不是妳的 都不特別眼淚再苦再鹹 有你安慰 又是晴天靠的再近再貼 少了擁抱 就算太遠全世界只對你妳有感覺♥

In Order to Prevent Your Self From Harm,KnowTheir Weakness :] FTWnow im working !!! working hard enough to save $$$ ! yawn its about time i sleep ! :]

CSO liao Still Must Listen to People Quarrel...人在做天在看So Sick Still Must Suffer !Oh My Tian uh~Backache AHHHHH !!!TIME TO SLEEP ! so dead beat

Here i am listening to your fav song,where are you ? ;(
微笑再美再甜　不是妳的　都不特別
眼淚再苦再鹹　有你安慰　又是晴天
靠的再近再貼　少了擁抱　就算太遠
全世界只對你妳有感覺♥

In Order to Prevent Your Self From Harm,KnowTheir Weakness :] FTW
now im working !!! working hard enough to save $$$ ! yawn its about time i sleep ! :]

CSO liao Still Must Listen to People Quarrel...
人在做天在看
So Sick Still Must Suffer !
Oh My Tian uh~
Backache AHHHHH !!!
TIME TO SLEEP ! so dead beat